Monday, September 21, 2009

JUST A HEART BEAT AWAY, BUT.....


Exams are over.After a torturous and a disaster filled week it feels so good now and I was going through the latest articles by other bloggers. And what has caught my attention is that most of them highlighted relationships.


About relationships, it's often seen and felt that the person to whom we get more closer to,tends to get separated away from us very soon. It's like the probability of getting separated is directly proportional to the bond between two people. Or another relation that can be set up is the pain of separation is directly proportional to the closeness between the two.
Distance in a relationship brings in a sense of loneliness and insecurity.

From the time when that person was not there next to me,I realised the void that the person has left behind which can't be filled in by anyone else.That empty space would last forever and a
pain always shoots up as soon as I think about the good old times I had with that person. At that moment my heart starts to ache and I realise much that person meant to me.

My thoughts got carried away to those walks along the shores of the beach which was fun filled. I would fall on those shoulders when ever I get depressed and when I badly needed support just a look at those eyes would make my problems vanish. The way those funny acts were put up just to bring laughs out of me whenever there was a sad expression on my face.
I used to feel so happy every second that person was next to me. Just the presence would brighten up my day and bring a curve to my lips and get my spirits high.

Never did I dream at that time that time would separate us like this.Everyday I call on the
number that I had but would just end up with tears filling my eyes at the usual response I get:" The number you have called is not in use!!" Same question always runs across my mind whenever the call gets disconnected:"Where are you, dear?? I miss you a lot!! Hope you are doing fine". When we said good-bye to each other 4 years back I never thought that we would get separated like this.

People come and go. Some of them leave behind their footprints in our heart which can't be even be erased by time. They gift us with memories that will bring in tears and laughs. When ever my eyelashes fall, I place it carefully on my palm,close my eyes and make a silent wish." I want that person back next to me and forever!". With the hope that my wish will be granted I will blow it off, wipe the tears that would rolls down my cheeks and carry on with my work with a small doubt ringing in my mind," Will my wish be ever granted????"

(There are a few people who have left me with an empty space which can't be filled by anyone else. Especially my grandmother(who passed away 4 years back) and my best friends( who left the school for further studies 4 years back). They have left behind a lot of memories for me to cherish on. I miss them a lot. And this article is dedicated for them)

Sunday, September 6, 2009






FEVER...

Is this a normal fever???!!!??
Hmmm.. I doubt!!
I went to the doctor and left him like a confused soul....

His stethoscope almost blew up due to my exponential heart beat rate...
I was sweating like a pig and ended up wiping it off on his coat...
Knees were literally knocking each other...
Had high temperature that blew off the thermometer too...
Hands were trembling and when the nurse came to take blood for the test, it looked as if she was playing arm wrestling with me...
At the end,he ended up pulling out the only 2 strands of grey hair that was left on his head which reflected the light properly and he failed to diagonise whats wrong in me...

Thinking about those days made my symptoms go worse...
Can't eat and drink properly...
The outside temperature would be 45 degrees but i would be wearing socks,gloves and sweaters!!
And people would look at me as if I'm a species from the outer space...
When I close my eyes, I used to see nighmares and would wake up screaming and crying. It would sound as if the room is on fire and people around would dash into my room and fumes would billow from their ears when they find out that it was just a nightmare!!

Those days are approaching...
What should I do??
Where should I run and hide???
Someone help me!!!!F1!!!!

OVER!! THE TORTURE IS OVER!!!!!
Ah.. It feels so good to be back to normal...
No more arm wrestling...
No more blowing up of stethoscopes and thermometers...
WAIT....
The same story would be repeated after 4-6 months..
Just as the proverb says:" HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF!!!"
(That doctor's bad luck!! Hmmm.... Hopefully atleast few strands will grow back for him to pull it out the next time I go!!)

Oh yes... Must be wondering what kind of fever is this??????????
Hmmmm.....
It's too familiar....
These kind of symptoms are found among very few people like me while others just suffer from mild symptoms...

YES..
EXAM FEVER...

Those 5-6 days of anxiety and excitement leaves us students drained of energy towards the end... Most
of us end up screwing the last subject just because instead of studying we end up planning how to celebrate... :)

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO'VE GOT THEIR EXAMINATIONS APPROACHING....

Oops..
My table is shaking!!!!!!!!!!!
Brrrrrr..... Got goosebumps..... Feeling cold....
Ohohoh....
Got to go guys...
My hanfs are brembling boo...
Bake care....
BRRRRRRRR........
Pye....

Saturday, August 15, 2009



END OF THE WORLD?!? EH??!!

Wait a sec... Is it true?????
So when is it?? I heard that it's gonna be in 2012... Is it??
By the way, another small doubt... I thought some great people had predicted that the world was gonna end in 2000.... Then what happened?? Why didn't anything happen?? Or is it that we'll are in heaven oops... sorry... in hell now??





Wondering who's this puzzled personality is??? Well... You will have to strain your eyes a bit and try to read the name and standard written on that badge... hehehe... yes.. It's none other than me.... The same confused soul!!
Well.. The topic that i was confused at that time (31st December 1999) was that:" Oh no!! Tomorrow the world is gonna end.. What about my teddies?? What about my new box of galaxy chocolates??my barbie doll??....."( The list of questions didn't end there....)
Waved good bye to all my friends and teachers....( What if I end up in heaven and they all in hell the next day??)
Unusually I prayed that day(God must have got a shock when he heard a totally unexpected squeak from earth...) I asked God to forgive my sins and to secure a chair, a cosy bed with a teddy for me next to him ... Booked a house for my parents and sis too... :)
Hoping that everything has been taken care off I dozed off... (Expecting to open my eyes in heaven when woken up by the angels....)
Well, I did open my eyes but still on earth and was woken up by my uncle... He dragged me and my sis to the hospital... Ayo.. No.. No.... Not to the psychiatric hospital.... Sat in car expecting an asteroid to come and land in front of me...But...

1st January 2000... That's the millenium kicked off with the revelation of a happy news to our family... A new member to our family... Or rather another confused psycho like me to our family... Yipee....I was so glad that I'm still under the gravity of earth... Even if an asteroid was gonna crash i would stop it from hitting the earth by stopping it with my index finger( Boost is the secret of my energy....sshhhh.....) Went back to school with a 140 watt smile pasted
on my face... EEEEEE......

Well... Another disaster was predicted on March 2nd 2006.. CBSE board exams... YIKES!!

Got the examination date sheet and pasted it on the wall so that I could count down the number of days for the disaster... But wait a sec...Another rumour buzzed by... Exams postponed? Exams cancelled? NO... The world is gonna end... YIPEE... Which means i don't have to study for the exams? But to my disappointment, they postponed the date not of the exams but of the end of world... It was predicted to happen on 6th June 2006...
Wanna know the reason??
"666" is the number of the beast mentioned in the biblical book of Revelation, i.e. 06/06/06 or 2006-JUN-6. So the great person behind this prediction expected the rapture and start of the tribulation on that date.
(WHAT A FOOL!! SIMPLY GIVING POOR SOULS LIKE ME HIGH HOPES!!)

Now what?? Again the world is gonna end?? YES.. Why not? Looks like we'll kill the earth with our own predictions if it won't end on it's own...
(http://www.livescience.com/technology/destroy_earth_mp-1.html... this link gives you top 10 ways to destroy earth... muhahaha...)

Now when?? 2012!! The year we would be graduating from the college... Btw then why should we study then?? Anyways the world is gonna end in 2012... Simply why to waste money and time? It's better not to take a risk...Seeing how well the previous predictions worked what if this also goes for a flop?? Then we'll have to take plates and go to the streets and start singing to earn(blah blah black sheep... or... Twinkle twinkle little stars???)
Just imagine.. We just get our degree certificates and that time that asteroid crashes... MUHAHAHA... No worries.. I will stop it!(Boost you see ;D)




Wondering about my hair style?? Well, I'm a true electrical student so would like to carry myself in such a way that others would also understand my passion for my short circuited branch....(Moreover tired of waiting for the world to end... from 9 years I've been waiting!! 9 long years! And nothing has happened!! Disappointed!!)

This is what is predicted to happen by 2012:

"First, a polar reversal will cause the north to become the south and the sun to rise in the west. Shattering earthquakes, massive tidal waves and simultaneous volcanic eruptions will follow. Nuclear reactors will melt, buildings will crumble, and a cloud of volcanic dust will block out the sun for 40 years. Only the prepared will survive..."

Only the prepared?? No worries... Now that the scientists are slogging their ass off to find out if life will exsist on mars or not.. If yes.. We could probably shift from Earth to Mars... What say?? Else I'll book rooms for you in heaven...(main hoon na!!)
Now if this also goes down the drain.... Then we'll have to wait till 2049..(i.e. 30 years from now... yikes! scared to look how I would look at that time... grey hair.. wrinkles.. oh! give me a break please!)
By that time hopefully skyscrapers, airports, shopping malls etc will come up on Mars...

Now imagine that within an hour an asteroid is gonna crash into earth!! (IMAGINE!!)
What would be your last wish??
Think!! At the same time watch out for an asteroid too....

HAVE A NICE WEEK :)
( well this was a flashback and flashfront of my life... my opinion... how such things matter a lot to confused/psychos/short circuited personalities like me.... :) predications that are made need not be true always(already 15 such predictions related to the end of the world have failed!!).. And such predictions should never stop us... Enjoy every second of your life whether good or bad because today will become tomorrows memories... Take care... :) )

Wednesday, August 12, 2009



WARNING:

Hey people.... Here is a small warning.... Have no clue whether its true or not.... But please do pay attention to this and pass it on...

Some soft drinks are said to contain CARCINOGENIC SUBSTANCES (CANCER CAUSING E211,E224) and FAT OF PIGS!!

Take Care.... :)





SWINE FLEW....

In order to mock at the lazy gooses( plenty of them among us... hehehe.. infact I'm one among them too... can't deny that fact!!) others used to say:"well, if you do it then the world will see pigs flying around..."And yeah it has happened... One fine morning actually the swines decided to take off for a world tour... And the ones who got tired during their journey decided to take rest and landed among us... And now they're being refered to as swine flew...

Well luckily I was one among the few who got a chance to capture few pics of them... (You see since they have got their family too along with them they wanted privacy... but somehow I risked my life and captured few pics...oh it's ok... I know I'm great... I do deserve a bravery award for undergoing this risk... But its ok!) Have a look at the pics that i captured...

This lonely soul was captured hovering about in our campus beach... (searching for something I think... So i decided not to disturb!!)







Hmmm...
Let me introduce Miss. Peppa Pig and her would-be Mr. Dabba Dog... Both have been dating for almost one year and has been smart enough to divert the attention of the media... ( But not too smart you see... That's why their personal moments have been caught by my cameras! sho! what to do! I know I'm smart!!)


Now I'm gonna introduce another leading personality.... Miss. Piggy.... She has won several beauty pageants blah blah... I don't have words to describe her... Just look at her!! What a pose!!








Swines are not bad at shopping too... Just have a look at those shoes... At one glance itself one can make out that they're branded!!( Well, don't bother asking ME which brand it is!!)













Now hold your breath... I'm gonna introduce to you the VILLAIN of this story who is responsible for our sufferings today... He planted the virus(H1N1) in so many places (got inspired by al-qaeda I think!!)... It seems that he has been planning to take revenge on us humans because apparently his family was slaughtered... Hmmm... So the moral of the story is stop cruelty to animals because animals too have started protesting against the cruelty done to them else the other alternative is to take precautions for fish flu,goat flu, buffalo flu blah blah... Anyways just take a note of our villain who has been labelled as the WANTED and a "shoot at sight" order has also been issued....


(fish... He looks damn scary!!!)

Yeah and now the situation is pretty bad.... The number of victims suffering from swine flu is increasing everyday.... and what about the swines???


(oh poor baby.... RIP!!)

Swines have returned to their natives now because precautions have been taken to stop them from flying... So next time they decide to fly they will need passport, book tickets before hand and will have to clear immigrations...(and that's their own business... Let's not poke our nose into it!!)

So people do take care of yourselves...
(symptoms: cough,fever,running nose.. blah blah...)
(precautions: personal hygiene... masks... blah blah...)
(Don't want to bore you guys by repeating the whole blah blah again bacause by now you must have got fedup of hearing to it from different sources!! )

STAY HEALTHY AND KEEP SMILING..... :)




Sunday, August 9, 2009

JUST FOR HIM....

"Love at first sight..."






My first love... My everything in life... It was just for him that my heart yearned for these many years... I always got lost in another world which was made just for him...

Those walks on the beach... The sea breeze, the Sun and every single grain of sand that witnessed every moment we shared...
I still remember the moment when he told me that he loves me and how much I mean to him... When those words left his lips, an unusual feeling crept into me that never before had I experienced... A feeling of security... A feeling that someone is there for me... A feeling completely out of this world...

Everytime he wrapped me tightly against his chest, I wanted to completely forget myself and melt in his arms... Those moments when he would gently plant a kiss on my cheek, I would just smile thinking how lucky I was... We built an everlasting relationship on trust, love and mutual understanding as the heavens watched over us jealously. Even nature knew that nothing could separate us...not even death!!!

The day came to see him off...for two years….two whole years which felt like all of eternity to me. I sat bes
ide him in the car without uttering a single word. As I tried to blink away the tears I realised that the inside of me was crying with pain of staying away from him even for two years... Felt as though half of my soul was leaving me... He assured me that we could live through it... and that long distance didn't really matter as we had become better half of each other... As I looked into his loving eyes, suddenly everthing went blurred…I saw shards of glass flying everywhere even as his hold on my hands tightened. His face was replaced with complete darkness.

I slowly opened my eyes which felt terribly heavy. Very slowly things began to come into focus. And now i'm surrounded by nurses.... One of them to
ok off the oxygen mask and now I could breathe on my own... I desperately looked around for him... so many questions started running in my head and was interrupted by my friends... I noticed from their expression that something was wrong... They were giving me sympathetic looks... But why??? They had already assured me that he was fine and was resting in another ward...Before I could question further, I drifted away into sleep again.

I was discharged after a few days. As we headed back home, I desperately kept requesting them to take me to him... Finally they agreed... But they took another route... The inside of me began dancing with happiness which died soon when I saw them stop near a memorial park...C
onfused,I looked at them... But all I could see was their eyes swelling with tears... I followed them and almost collapsed when i saw the inscription on the grave... He had left me alone and gone…gone off to another world leaving me in the world that once looked down to me as an orphan...


BEEP...BEEP...BEEP...

I suddenly woke up and looking around I saw that I was on my bed... And i saw him sleeping beside me...Forgetting the nightmare, I gave him a tight hug... I felt so full of life again. As the nightmare flashed across, I smiled and whispered into his ears, "I WON'T LEAVE YOU EVEN TO THE HANDS OF DEATH ALONE.... I PROMISE!! "


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